So Long

It has been so long since I have blogged, Why? Because I am the mother of five and basically a single parent during the week with Shawn on night shifts. And I am updated on facebook which is much easier for me. Life is how it is always is. Crazy and busy. And I love it. I love being a stay at home mom. My house may not be clean, the dishes might not be done, and my kids hair may not be done some days, but I spend every waking moment trying to be a better mom. No matter what kind of mom you are you can always be better. I know that I may yell too much, I may demand too much, and I may not get as much time with my children as I like, but at the end of the day they know they are loved. And they are all beautiful very intelligent girls. They love each other, and they love their mom and dad. They are very good kids. So I must be doing something right. On that rare occassion tht I do cry in front of them, I have a 5 little girls to hold me, tell me they love me, and that it will be all right because we have each other because that is all that matters. If I ever have a doubt that I am loved, it is not for long. So many asked how I survive having 5 daughters, I am going to start asking how they go without.